Kev [B]u[L]u[O][G]e

每天都在向山顶努力的我,一天突然发现山顶不见了,我该怎么办?

Monday, July 31, 2006

Virgo

Move beyond old habits soon and you'll make some amazing, unexpected progress.

this is the comment i got from daily horoscope in frenster...

aiks...hav i been too kind in da past...??
i dunno...perhaps i did...coz i nvr say a word or bcome angry when they were saying anything bad about me...n i had nvr keep it in my heart...

so...things seems like goin worse n worse...

today...i hav a conflict wif 1 of my clanmate...n tis time...

according to the comment...my growing pains will start to make the changes i need to make clear to myself...

so...even though i really beh tahan d...but i will still choose not to show out anything visibly...


i will juz......

its a secret....xD

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Tired day

its a tired day...

nevertheless...i enjoyed it...

slept at 5.30 tis morning n woke up at 10.00...her & tze shuang (ts) finally woke me up after calling me for bout 10 times...i was so surprised when i read her msg...asking me to go for pirates on 4pm...
i went to sleep for another hr after tat...in order to cure my panda eyes...

reached imax at 1 sumthing n hav a match wif imax's vip (tauke's frens including zhaizhai..RVD...etc.) we bully dem as usual...but tis time...we act to 'L' against dem...we bought more than 50 chickens carrying 6 branches n rush into their base...n wat happen nex....we got scolded by our clan leader (sifat) n manager (stanely)...

after having our lunch...i rushed to meet her...n i noe im late...feel so sry...- _ -...in da cinema...i couldnt concentrate on da movie...but keep looking at her...her smile...
sweet...

when i was hooking fish...suddenly she asked me wether im tired anot...
for da 1st time i lie to her...i told her im not...

da movie finally endz...brought ts to fix her spec...buy sweet for her bro...n finally went to coffee bean...i didnt talk much to her...most of da time listening to her conversation wif ts...

her daddy came very soon afterward ...they went to hav their dinner...
n for me...i was in imax again...n hav a small meeting with my clan mate...

aiks...feel sleepy d...juz write till here ba.........zzZZZzzzz

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

也许有一天

也许有一天...我会爱上你...
也许有一天...我们在一起...
也许有一天...等一个也许...
也许有一天...我们都忘记...

如果一切都会过去...不如留点回忆...
当我看着你的眼睛...我等的是奇迹...

也许有一天...你会想起我...
也许有一天...我们都忘记...

就算一切都会过去...还是应该相信...
当你睁开你的眼睛...

看一看我的心...

"等待那一天...你会爱上我...
等待那一天...牵着你的手...
等待那一天...你会答应我...
等待那一天...我在你心中..."

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Its a bad bad day...I hate Pirates!!

tot 2day can go out watch Pirates wif her....

but ..

but ..

but ..

those pirates rampas all the ticket ...

too bad ..

T_T

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Gambateh~!

唉..也许今年最后一场月考是拿来打击自己的信心的...

虽然知道现在的自己还是不够强...不够熟...
但是在成绩揭晓后...仍然会失望...会感慨...

那...
是一种生气自己怎么会这么逊的感觉吧...

气死了...
怎么别人会写...会进...我就是不会...

考得好的时候告诉自己...运气好...别跟别人比...
考不好的时候告诉自己...自己还跟别人差很多...就是有人那么强...

失望之后...还是得继续加油...

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

考什么试嘛?




今天又有考试了!总觉得我的考试好像never-ending一样!

今天的那个考试..
*叹气*
这样咯!
有好好背的就偏不出...不好好记住的...就一大堆...
而且...还占那么多分...这就是打机的坏处...呵呵~~是的..打机...
我这几个星期好像打机还多过读书哦...

因为"它"...所以一切开始改变...因此...我不开心...

"没问题!"没问题..??
哪里像没问题啊..!问题多到完全不行嘛..!
难道我这辈子注定我没有"这"天份吗..?

原来...我所谓的"尽力"...真的只是从嘴里说出"尽力"...

你们听说了吗..??睡午觉能让人感到高兴开心哦..!
然而...我差不多每天有睡午觉的习惯...
但是...我却没比想象中的开心.....

Friday, July 14, 2006

another silence day

again...i remain silence to her...

argh....wat am i doin now.....wanna chase her...but seems like im keeping myself away from her....zzz...since when i bcome so damn coward....perhaps im always a coward...who knows...lol...T.T

Monday, July 10, 2006

我喜欢沉默

天气...阴...
我的心...沉重...

月考快到了...或许大家的心情都一样...
大家都默默地温习着...你也一样...
而我的沉默...
除了温习...也在想着你...


题记 :
我喜欢沉默...因为你不会知道我在想你...

Friday, July 07, 2006

miserable

im tired of tis...now releasing my miserable feeling by pawning those dota noob head...unstoppable!!!...monster kill!!..whicked sick!!!...Godlike!!!...holy Shit!!!....

y...y....im bullying those newbie....haiz....juz to release my anger...or perhaps it can help me to forget those thingss??

爱真的需要勇气

晴...在学校的时间过得特别漫长...
沉默地坐在自己的位子上...看着她的背影...
她...正快乐的和好朋友聊着天...
我...则思索着要如何把它送给它...
到最后...我依然没把它送到她手中...

名世说...女生最讨厌没有勇气的男生...

我不要...也不想被她讨厌...

也许...我不该再躲...

爱...需要勇气


爱真的需要勇气 来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定 我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气 去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你 放在我手心里你的真心
如果我的坚强任性 会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒 我虽然心太急
更害怕错过你

梁静茹 <勇气>

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Da birthday present

today...ah tian birthday...
i bought her a present....y??....y i acting abnormally...
i seldom buy present for people...
who hav change me??...izzsit her??...i wonder...juz bcoz of her msg??..

"if for me..receive more present will b more happy loh"...

"a cute frame bah....she took a lot of photo in china"...

come to d end..i bought a frame for ah tian.....y i following completely wat she said??....i love her??...

Yes....absolutely....

我是一个没勇气的人

一对可爱的狗狗手机吊饰...却因为我的胆怯...所以它们依然待在我手中


刻在树上的字任风刮 写着爱着一个人的故事
但是文字还是文字不像花
想送给你的每一束花 想陪你的黄昏和沙滩
随着时间枯萎 梦醒了才后悔
我是一个没勇气的人 带着小小年纪的天真
想你一定是不敢转身 脸上微笑
心舍不得

JJ <莎士比亚的天份>

I love her!!

I love her...but da prob is ....how to let her noe....everytime i see her...my heart beat so fast...till i couldnt even speak out a word.....so lamezzzz

Monday, July 03, 2006

happy & sadness

yesterday was my 1st time go out wif her...im enjoying the time wif her...im really happy...but when i reach home...my uncle giv me a great shock...telling me tat my grandma juz passed away...haizzz...

i hate..

i hate this. i hate the fact that i can't ever stand up for myself. i hate that i'm too scared to let my emotions out. i hate that i think too much about what other people think of...

Im new Here!!

Juz cre8ed tis acc today.... im totally new here.....n now im trying to find out how to code the templates...